sologirlaboutitall

Chickasaw, feminist, mother, liberal, opinionated, driven to succeed, about to achieve anything I can dream with reality and pixie dust, and I can fly.
sologirlaboutitall:

Everything is everything, Everyone is gay, One way or another, At the end of the day, It is what it is…"All of your life, Nicole, your problem will be trying to champion mediocrity.." or something similar is the wisdom he said in to my  reality.. I loved his soul as he loved mine. Some time has gone by and the problem was only if I had ever tried to … I am still a little to adamant, just over the top with it all, or deaf dumb and blind in isolation from it all. I do not suffer these things for they are my safe place to be. I never had to change just learn to be comfortable inside of me. Chasing after dreams, running like hell or not at all. Anything to continue feeling invincible, I still get right back up when I fall. Yeah, I don’t fall away, in case down is the chosen end of the spectrum I think you know better than to assume I fall or happen to be sinking… No darling I look way cooler when I run and jump into a beautifully executed swan dive, I know no mediocrity this place of which you speak is not a place I chose to ever be. Art all of it is art to me. ~sologirlaboutitall   

sologirlaboutitall:

Everything is everything, Everyone is gay, One way or another, At the end of the day, It is what it is…
"All of your life, Nicole, your problem will be trying to champion mediocrity.." or something similar is the wisdom he said in to my  reality.. I loved his soul as he loved mine. Some time has gone by and the problem was only if I had ever tried to … I am still a little to adamant, just over the top with it all, or deaf dumb and blind in isolation from it all. I do not suffer these things for they are my safe place to be. I never had to change just learn to be comfortable inside of me. Chasing after dreams, running like hell or not at all. Anything to continue feeling invincible, I still get right back up when I fall. Yeah, I don’t fall away, in case down is the chosen end of the spectrum I think you know better than to assume I fall or happen to be sinking… No darling I look way cooler when I run and jump into a beautifully executed swan dive, I know no mediocrity this place of which you speak is not a place I chose to ever be. Art all of it is art to me. ~sologirlaboutitall   

everyday

sologirlaboutitall:

and days turned into years and then time became unmanageable
I was caught somewhere in the windiest place I would struggle
I had to to stand in place so I like to think when I slept I would
travel and forget where I had been and why my skin was so chaffed
It never occurred to me that I was…
sologirlaboutitall:

one out of one of us dies, 
some don’t give a fuck
nothing will change us
the end of this life is
the beginning was 
the middle of somewhere 
there you will be stuck
trying to not try
working hard at nothing
giving everything to one
leaving nothing behind
leaving yourself in a bind
running on empty 
fucking on fumes
dying to make 
the world stop 
and for fuck’s sake 
just notice you
~sologirlaboutitall

sologirlaboutitall:

one out of one of us dies, 

some don’t give a fuck

nothing will change us

the end of this life is

the beginning was 

the middle of somewhere 

there you will be stuck

trying to not try

working hard at nothing

giving everything to one

leaving nothing behind

leaving yourself in a bind

running on empty 

fucking on fumes

dying to make 

the world stop 

and for fuck’s sake 

just notice you

~sologirlaboutitall

(via sologirlaboutitall)

sologirlaboutitall:

Go fuck yourself is a term of endearment, in case you didn’t already know. ~sologirlaboutit

sologirlaboutitall:

Go fuck yourself is a term of endearment, in case you didn’t already know. ~sologirlaboutit