When I awake like an animal in heat, devouring your smell, the feel of your body, keeping secret track of your vitals… I’m in love. Most likely with myself and how detailed I make love to this being next to me who to earn my hunt just was, existing, lying there beside me. Now I sleep.
Some men will never be women, only boys. Some women will always fall in love with boys who will never know the difference. Sologirlbot~
Everything is everything, Everyone is gay, One way or another, At the end of the day, It is what it is…
"All of your life, Nicole, your problem will be trying to champion mediocrity.." or something similar is the wisdom he said in to my reality.. I loved his soul as he loved mine. Some time has gone by and the problem was only if I had ever tried to … I am still a little to adamant, just over the top with it all, or deaf dumb and blind in isolation from it all. I do not suffer these things for they are my safe place to be. I never had to change just learn to be comfortable inside of me. Chasing after dreams, running like hell or not at all. Anything to continue feeling invincible, I still get right back up when I fall. Yeah, I don’t fall away, in case down is the chosen end of the spectrum I think you know better than to assume I fall or happen to be sinking… No darling I look way cooler when I run and jump into a beautifully executed swan dive, I know no mediocrity this place of which you speak is not a place I chose to ever be. Art all of it is art to me. ~sologirlaboutitall